Are we really happy? Think about it, do we all put on those fake smiles as we all walk out the door so that people would not have the cause to ask what's wrong, yet we hope for someone to say 'I know that you're not ok, what's really wrong?' Life is what we make it, if we choose to be down, then negative vibes will just lurk all around and never go away, however, if we try to be happy, maybe, just maybe something good will happen. Hope has a lot to do with everything. Without hope, where would we be? What would happen to us? Faith, as well..recently, a friend of mine was kidnapped, many freinds and myself all had strong hope that she would get released safely and she did. I don't think it was a coincidence, I think I was the hope, faith and non stop prayers that protected her.
I don't believe in coincidence, things don't happen just like that, there is always a reason for it. There is always a lesson to be learnt from each situation we and the people around us face. We all have to face the many challenges so that we can grow and learn new things.
Trust however....I have really bad trust issues. I don't trust people and I have no idea how to let people into my life anymore. I'm like a rock..no feelings (no displayed feeling that is). I've been hurt before and I'm so afraid of being hurt again that it just seems as though it makes more sense to leave people on the outside than let them in. I've lost my ability to show emotions and I'm not totally sure if that is good or bad, since it helped me as well as bring me down already. I just know that this is a new learning experience that I am going through....again!
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